Ok after attempting for the last hour to add a photo to tonight’s update as you can see [or can't see] I have all but failed and am being told it’s a settings issue. What a load of sh*t does this damm pc dare tell me what I can and can't do, or more so what I can and can't allow myself to think or feel. Why can't it? You see we have created so great a world in our yearning for optimised efficiency and comfort that we prefer to communicate through third party mediums such as I’m now. As rather then go to the trouble of talking. As I'm sure you've been subject to such a discussion before I’m not going to ponder it a moment longer as I'm boring myself as well. More so my point is a focus on design, university and thinking. Week four seems to have gone just as quick as it has arrived and I’m still looking for my mode of transport, my cage door is opened, I have no restrictions and am virtually being kicked out of the comfort zone yet I feel the urge to resist. On the other hand I'm tempted by what I’m to possibly encounter. Firstly I'm being challenged to break my institutionalised mind. Along comes a man Sou-mi (ttens) – three enthralled by our island culture and looking to fathom a "dress culture" we seem to be so critical of here. Who is jumping up and down like a mad man shouting things like boundary shifting, questioning methods, jean luc Goddard. I see the amount of energy he has and yet I sit here, non-reactive to it all. So I think the realisation just might begin to have dawned. Here I have to stop the notion that design, uni and thinking are three separate areas that are addressed at three different times of the day but they are tools in building myself as a person who thinks about the design that I'm doing in and around uni and at any time of the day. For the first time I have an opportunity to experience everything I have wanted to do and justify it in the name of learning, the genius of this man is remarkable but no more compliments you still are human and must earn them. So my intentions. watch filims.... eat the unfamiliar [your suggestions are welcome] watch filims read exposes, conspiracy theories, world news and Domestic politics according to Uncle Jonnie watch a few filims hhmmmm try more wine types and beer [who wants to join here] the filims should still be rolling here go to public talks watch filims umm hang upside from a tree in Fitzroy gardens watch some filims hell, might even throw in some wine here..... So I’m of now I’ll get back with an update.